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天赐良园

来源:李小菊   时间 : 2020-05-11

 

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  午后,政府大院一片安静,太阳在窗外静静发酵,入夏的草木饱汲丰沛雨水,向着太阳奔跑。

  我也想去哪里奔跑奔跑。

  打开五楼平台的铁门,一阵清风迎面相拥。呵,好舒服!

  四下无人,只有远处的高楼在寂寞地眺望。忍不住脱下高跟,赤了脚在平台上小跑起来,太舒服了!一种熨贴的感觉由足底直传脑际。

  光了脚丫子的我还原成从前在田野奔跑的丫头,那是无拘无束的野菊,在山野烂漫。

  顺铁梯往上,是政府大院五楼的空中花园。

  还记得大楼刚修成时,我们曾到这上边来观赏,带着欣喜,带着惊叹,带着对未来的无限憧憬。那时,新栽的花草尚未长起来,它们站着的地方还是怯生生的黄泥巴。这些黄泥,同样和我一样来自山野,忽然来到这繁华的大楼上,眼神里还带着陌生与不适,却又稍稍夹了些欣喜和兴奋。

  数年的光阴从指尖一瞬而过,高楼中人浑然不觉。市委机关面子光鲜,里子清苦,非个中人难于体会。多少挑灯夜战的日子,除了材料还是材料,除了会议还是会议,文字的长征,我跋涉得艰苦而困顿。空中花园的草啊花啊长得怎么样了,几乎忘记。特别是通往平台的通道装上铁门后,园子与我们隔绝了。

  直到今年,几经辗转努力,被锈迹侵蚀得几乎转不动的铁锁终于被我打开。穿过门,抵达的是一片向往已久的地方:一片空阔的坪地,一方寂寞的园子。

  轻风拂来,空气中满是女贞的清香,这是一种淡而不远的味道,它们包围着你,轻轻追逐,小声嬉戏,就像过去时光里那个光着脚丫奔跑的姑娘,快乐得无边无际。光着脚坐在风中,摇摆的木芙蓉树,像是迎来了久违的知己,频频向我招手微笑。时光漫过脚踝,蓝天还在,白云悠悠,我情不自禁张开双臂、深深呼吸!

  这个世界,有太多的东西迷惑我们去追逐,去占有。为了获取,不懈付出,为了得到,不惜努力。阳光,花香,清风呢,它们时时在我们身边,无私,美好,却往往又被忽视。身陷尘世疲累缠身,有太多人忘记了身边熟悉而又美好的风景,忘记了四季轮回里珍贵的馈赠。

  就这样坐着,像一条鱼悄悄游走在星空,像一片叶子浮在时空之湖,静静地,净净地,什么也不想,什么也不念。我仿佛看见了在阳光下透明的闪着晶莹光泽的时间,它是那样富有质感;我仿佛还看见了那个在田埂上、在池塘边奔跑的赤脚姑娘,她一路跑过了很远的路,依然没有停止对阳光的向往,对爱与美的追求。她忘不了泥土,她喜欢亲近一切自然的东西。

  天赐良园。四个字渐渐浮起,如海上的那轮明月,像今日逢见的这缕清风。

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